Blasting extremly angry music until my friends get here. i love that i can call and just be like “i wanna punch babies” and there like ok will be right there. sometimes…most times ;) i love my friends.
went to store for new eyeliner. came home with two... →
in the time in between classes. waiting for sal to get here in thirty minuits to an hour. the cafteria is VERY loud. >.< can i get a nap today? no D:
know what i really hate
wait for anything…. like really its something i need to work on i just hate waiting, so much anticipation kills me i really dose.
i just found out that in California if you have a medical marijuana card that some dispensaries will deliver to your house. really? why don’t i live there again?
Perks of being a wallflower
is being turned into a movie. for those of you who didnt sit at home and listen to nirvana, paint your nails black and wear way to much eyeliner as a prepubescent and have no idea what im talking about this blog is not for you. but for everyone else get excited because charlie is comming to the big screen. get ready.
Campign trips take plaing do none of you get this? like we need to do shit not just sit around and then thursday night be like oh shit we have nothing done! im really about to blow my fucking brains out with this shit, everyone agreed on today as the day to do shit. the rest of my week is planed but im prob going to have to move things around to fit everyone else’s bullshit schedules....
Why are my parents still awake? its like 2am and there old like Why the hell are you up??????? just gooo to beddddddd. NOT NATURAL
so Ive been *ahem* forced to paint and today is the day i decided no drugs or red bull. (bad day to choose) You know who you are, you’ll prob end up reading this. know that if you don’t like it i WILL cut you…. -glares- …btw you owe me another 5 dollars….and my sanity Hadda drive with my dad to assembly sq to get grommets…i know im weird. He is SUCH a...
3 essays In LESS then three hours. And there not shitty either! In fact there witty and well written if i do say so myself. -feels pride-
you’ve pulled me in once again…. its weird that from messing around with sals guitar for around 20 minutes i already feel weird blisterie fingers…. i drove today! it made me happy. i gotta do homework and paint ASAP …as soon as i get off the Internet. Oh so very hard facebook appeals to me like meth. and stumbleupon and tumblr are like crack. must get...
Is it cool if i hide in my room and read prisoner of azkaban and not do homework or anything else for the matter? no? damn.
i seem to be in the over stage of it. breath in and out. >.< so much stuff to do so little time.
I wrote a song in my sleep last night it was a beautiful song it made the whole world cry but then i woke up and the song rushed away from my thoughts so I’m sorry world there will be no beauty today only sorrow but tomorrow is a new day, and hopefully that will bring some beauty.
i wonder if…..sometimes. I go back and fouth about a gagillion times a day on this thing. i dont even know what this thing is, but i go back and fouth on in a gagillion times. AND i have a bone to pick. I swear my friends dont think i can have sober fun so when ever they do have sober fun i never seem to be invited. This UPSETS me, more then they know. :(
Hello there. Hi. How are you? Nice to see you. Somtimes i think its all in my head, but then i remember it isn’t. But then i think it is. But then i know it isnt. And all the little pieces come back together again just in different places, this doesn’t feel as right.
i love that i have a small close knit group of friends, but i hate when there all to lazy or busy to hang out. bums… i guess it makes it more exciting the times i do see them? not really but lets think like that for a moment. ever feel like your one big thing made up a bunch of smaller things? and those things are made up of smaller things and so on? I feel like that right now. and it...
I just drank a redbull to do a paper, but now i dont wanna do it and i want to A. Glue random shit to a canvas or B. sleep. it prob wont be the latter since i got winnnngs and all…
Its been one of those days
Where im so tired i dont even want to get outta bed. It sucks, and no one has answer my txts all day. Sad.
(608): I really like you, but I want to get to know you on a time when I am not...
i have 6 billigion bug bites
and no im not exaggerating, literally 6 billigion. i think i got them all at local roots fest. there so big, its like i was bitten by a mosquito from the amazon.
now normally i do not listen to rap music. i more of a janis joplin, bob dylan, Beatles, Marley kinda girl. but this mixtape BLEW my mind. mind blown. the fact that he was able to take other peoples styles and use them and tweak them to make them his own while still maintaing the relation to the other artist is amazing. this whole cd is just amazing. just downloaded it. plan on blaring the shit...
I’ve given up…and not in the sense where Ive given up on life im not going to off myself or write some sad emo rant, but just know that Ive given up. I’ve stopped caring truly because i guess i just don’t get anyone, i don’t know how anyone can think the way they do. I’ve stopped relating, to everyone and everything. Im just diconneted from the human race...
Dear Lensbaby lenses, Can you please some how make your way into my camera bag? i would really appreciate it because your awesome and i want you. i would treat you right and use you everyday twice a day with your super cool attachments. please just get into my bag. GET INTO MY BAGGGGGG! sincerely -Jenn McManus
i hate being anemic im always cold. would putting the heat on be too much? yes it would.